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Recycled lights?

2010-12-26T21:26:00.000-08:00

Look at the lights!
I saw them in Genting
and thought that it was interesting
=)

All the lights below were made
from recycled materials
bottles
including glass bottles!

at outdoor
(near the ticket counter)

at Highlands Hotel

this looks nice huh?
suits christmas~ xD

want some candy cane, anyone? xD~

snowflakes! =D~

more snowflakes! =)
err.. it's more like disc-flakes. lol.

First World Hotel entrance

Creative huh?
=)

Super Junior - 내일이면 (Blue Tomorrow)

2009-09-26T02:49:00.000-07:00

Super Junior - 내일이면 (Blue Tomorrow)

[KH]Dao le ming tian shuo hao bu zai jian mian
Zuo zai jie wei de dian wo yi ge ren dian le bei xiang nian
[ZM]Dao le ming tian zhi neng rang ai ca jian
Liang ge ren de xiao lian tian lian qian bian cheng fan huang de zhao pian

[RW]Shen bian ([H]ji mo zai man yan)
Shi xian (bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian)
Ba “wo ai ni” liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian

*
[HG]Dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
[SW]Dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
Xiang yi chang dian ying de wan jie pian
[H]Wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
[KH]Sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hui de zuo tian
Ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
[H]Er ni shen ying yue lai yue yuan

[HG]Ai hai liu zai wo fang jian
Hui yi hai hen xin xian yi shun jian
Gan jue ni jiu zai yan qian

[ZM]Shen bian ([H]ji mo zai man yan)
Zhe shi xian (bei lei shui mo hu jiao dian)
Yi ju “wo ai ni” shen shen liu zai le xin di fang zai le chun bian

*
[SW]Dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
[DH]Dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
Xiang yi chang dian ying de wan jie pian
[H]Wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
[RW]Sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
Ke wo yi zhi qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no
[SW]Er ni li qu shen ying que yue lai yue yuan

[ZM]Mei you ni ai kai shi dong mian
Gu dan hui zhan ju mei yi tian
Wo zhan zai lu deng xia mian leng qing de jie bian
[RW]Na ge ceng xiang yong de di dian
[KH]Shi wo men yi qi duo guo yu de wu yan, oh

*
[HG]Dao le ming tian ni jiu li kai wo shen bian
[SW]Dao le ming tian du zi xiang liu xin xu yuan
Xiang yi chang dian ying de wan jie pian
[H]Wo men de jie ju ying yan lei shui de yu yan
[KH]Sui le yi di de nuo yan ping cou bu hu de zuo tian
Ke wo reng qi dai qi ji hui chu xian, oh no

[DH]Wo yi ran hai huai nian xiang ai de cong qian
[ZM]Wo yi ran hai deng ni hui dao wo shen bian
Lei liu zai wo bing leng de zhen bian
[RW]An xia zan ting de shi jian zhi dao ni zai ci chu xian
Wu fa cheng shou mei you ni de mei yi tian, oh no

Wo ai ni bu hui gai bian
[KH]Wo ai zhe ni dao yong yuan

TRANSLATIONS

[KH]When it’s tomorrow, we agree not to meet again
Sitting in the shop at the end of the road, I ordered a cup of missing (you)
[ZM]When it’s tomorrow, we can only let love pass by
Before daybreak, two persons’ smiling faces become a yellowed photograph

[RW]Around me ([H]loneliness is spreading)
Vision (is being blurred by tears)
I left “I love you” at the bottom of my heart and put them on the tip of my lips

*Chorus
[HG]When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
[SW]When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
[H]Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
[KH]Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
[H]Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

[HG]Love is still lingering in my room
Before the memory becomes real, in a moment
It felt like you were in front of my eyes

[ZM]Around me ([H]loneliness is spreading)
This vision (is being blurred by tears)
A sentence “I love you”, I left it deep in the bottom of my heart and put it on the tip of my lips

*
[SW]When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
[DH]When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
[H]Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
[RW]Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I still look forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no
[SW]Your shadow is drifting further and further away.

[ZM]Without you, love starts to hibernate
Loneliness will occupy every day
I stand under the streetlight, on the side of the cold street
[RW]That place where we once embraced
[KH]Is the roof under which we once seek shelter from the rain together, oh

*
[HG]When it’s tomorrow, you will leave my side
[SW]When it’s tomorrow, I will wish upon a shooting star alone
Just like the ending of a movie
[H]Our ending fulfilled the prediction of tears
[KH]Broken promises all over the ground, the yesterday that cannot be pieced together again
But I keep looking forward to the appearance of a miracle, oh no

[DH]I still reminisce the past when we were in love
[ZM]I’m still waiting for you to come back to my side
Tears are falling on the side of my cold pillow
[RW]I hit pause on time until you appear again
I cannot stand each of the days without you, oh no

I love you, it will not change
[KH]I’ll be loving you till eternity

まよいまあす

2009-09-24T01:24:00.000-07:00

もおしあしたああたしまよいまあす　
あたしかんがあええるとあなたしんぱいじゃない
ねともだら

= ="
typing this is killing me
lol

just trying to write Japanese
*coughs*

Am I different from before?

2009-09-22T01:00:00.000-07:00

Am I different from before?

*stares blankly*

Seriously, I've been thinking about this thousands of times.

Even today, when I was chatting with Yue Shern,
she asked me why I was so different today
maybe, it was just the way I chat.
maybe not.

After all that drama in school,
I somehow feel
weird
at times.

But, basically I don't think that's what that had changed me.

Sometimes,
Every step I take,
Every movement I made,
Every word I said,
it just feel like it's someone else
and not me.

Well, can I ask just one question?
Am I different from before?
If so, what is different?
=\

I'll just take a step back
to see how I was like
and will correct my mistakes that I've made.
promise.

Nun-yi-kkot / 눈의 꽃

2009-09-21T20:57:00.000-07:00

Nun-yi-kkot / 눈의 꽃

Onu-sae ki-ro-jin ku-rim-ja-rul tta-ra-so
Ttag-gom-i-jin o-tumsogul kudae-wa kotgu inneyo
Sonul machujapgo ku-onjae-kkajirado
Hamkke-in-nun gol manuro
Nunmuri nanungolyo

Parami chara-wochinun mankum
Kyowurun kag-ga-wo oneyo
Chogumsshik i-gori guwiru
Kudae-rul ponae-yahaet-don kyejori uneyo

Chigum orhae-yi chonnung-golchul parapabo
Hamkke innu-nisungane
Nae-modungol dangshingge jugoshipo
Iron gasume kudae-ranayo
Yakhagiman han naega ani-eyo
Irohke gudael sarang-hanun-dae
Kujo nae-mami i-rolppunin-gojyo

Ku-dae-gyo-chi-ramyon
tto oddoni-ri-radu
halsu-i-ssul-komman gata / kuron gipumi tuneyo
unuri jinago ddo-onjegga-jirado
uri sarang-yong-won-hagil
Gido hanu-i-ssoyo

Parami naye chang-ul hun-dulgo
Odu-un pammajo kkae-umyon
Kudae apun giolmachodo
Nae-ga da chiwochulkkeyo
Hwanhan ku misoro

Kkutobshi nae-rinun sae-hayan nunggut-dulro
Uri koddon i koriga
Onu-sae pyonhan gotdo morununche
Hwanhan bichuro mulduro-kayo
Nugungal wihyae nan sara-gan-nayo
Mu-woshidul da hae-chugo shipun
Irol-ke sa-rangin-jul pwae-wossoyo

Hung-shi gudae-in-nun gododin-ji arat-damyon
Kyo-ulpam pyori dwae gu-dael bicho-ssul-tende
Utdon naldo nun-mure jochodon sulpun bamedo
Onjena gu onjena
Gyote issol-kkeyo

Chigum orhae-yi chonnung-golchul parapomyon
Hamkke innu-nisun-gane
Nae-modungol dangshinke chugoshipo
Iron gasume kudae-ranayo
Ul-ji-marayo
narul parapwayo
gucho gudaeye gyoteso
hamkke itgo shipun mam ppunirago
tashin kudael nohchi anhulkkeyo

kkutobshi nae-rimyo uril kamssa-on
korigadulkhan nunkotsokeso
kudaewa naegasume chogumsshik
jakun chu-o-gul kurineyo
yongwanhi naegyote kudae issoyo

_________________

SnowFlower
English Translation by: Jungie (from www.aheeyah.com)

Suddenly as I followed your growing shadow
I was walking with you inside darkness.

As we hold hands until whenever that might be
Just being together makes me cry.

As the wind becomes colder, winter comes closer.
Little by little, on this path, comes the season when I had to let you go.

As I watch the first snowflowers of this year right now,
In this moment that we share together, I want to give you my all.
Do you know of my heart?

I wasn’t always so weak, I’m loving you like this but
that’s all my heart can do.

If I was by your side, no matter what the task may be
I feel as if I can do it. I get that feeling.

When the wind rattles my window and even the dark night awakens,
I’ll erase even all your painful memories.
With that bright smile.

With these white snowflowers falling endlessly,
The sidewalk that we are walking on glows with a bright light,
without even knowing that it’s changed.

Have I lived on for someone else?
Wanting to do everything for them, I learned that that was love.

If by chance I knew where you were,
I would’ve become a star in the winter sky and shined on you.

Even on days when you laugh and sad nights that are damp with tears,
I’ll be by yourside always, whenever that may be.

As I watch the first snowflowers of this year right now,
In this moment that we share together, I want to give you my all.
Do you know of my heart?

Don’t cry, look at me.
All I want to do is be together with you by your side.
I won’t let you go this time.

Inside the snowflowers that fill this path and shower on us endlessly,
little by little, small memories are being drawn inside our hearts
Forever by my side you are there.

40th BOSLIB anniversary dinner

2009-09-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

40th BOSLIB anniversary dinner?
saying it sounds grand huh?

well, let me tell you something.
it's not grand at all!
=\

errr... by the way,
do you all know what day is today?
=\

The day where the ghost go back to hell though the hell gate.

Seriously,
couldn't they choose any other better day?

DECORATIONS

shyamala's hard work

REGISTRATION

secretary and assistant at work. =)

PERFORMANCE

boon wue (banana boy) got ditched by 2 girls

GAMES =)

it's more like a perverted game right?
guess who created this game?
VTSPF!
a.k.a.
Randy Lim Siong Loon
with the perverted face.
xD~

kee-tat and some guy getting so close? Aiseh! xD~

they cut the cake WITHOUT me! D=

Again and again they cut the cake without me. =(

Oh well,
Where was I when they cut the cake?
*evil grins*

*whispers*

Can you hear what I said?
Bet you can't. Haha.

few of my friends and I was exploring the school when they cut the cake. roaming around in the darkness. when we saw a moving torchlight. we thought something was flying. it turned out to be a guard on duty. warning us that there's no electric current ahead. we got no choice but to use the toilet nearby. the guy's toilet. was pretty big to being with. the school's just being unfair. having all the big toilets for the guys. and small compact toilet for the girls. and obviously we went into the guy's toilet when it's empty. no worries.

=)
yup.
That's all for today.

K - Only Human

2009-09-10T22:41:00.000-07:00

K - Only Human
(Romanization + Translation credited to www.cherryblossom-garden.com)

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi

Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari

Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume

On the opposite coast of sadness
Is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

Lies! Lies! And more lies!

2009-08-29T22:53:00.000-07:00

We had a Narrative Essay assignment.

Lies! Lies! And more lies!
was the title I chose.

Well, I thought of writing something that really happened.
but
when I thought of teacher criticizing my essay
due to poor grammar and et cetera

I chickened out
and
wrote a modified essay of what had happened.
=\

I guess till the end,
I didn't actually have much confidence after all.

4.00 p.m?

2009-08-21T22:41:00.000-07:00

Uhh...
They say school's going to end at 4.00 p.m.
after school holidays
=\
and
it's just for Form 6!

RAWR!!~~
I hate Form 6!
this is TOO MUCH!
xD~

He's a SHE

2009-08-20T22:29:00.000-07:00

LOL!
well, this was something we learned from Brian during recess.

You're a Loser,
You're a Lamer,
Take a picture,
like W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R~

You're a Loser, You're a Lamer

Take a picture

Like W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R~

<3

LIBRARIAN TEST!!!

2009-08-01T12:56:00.000-07:00

WAAAA!!
when I go McD,
I asked them to say Library Oath
and guess what?
Davids ans Regina
already MEMORIZED them all

shit!
shit!
shit!
><"
cham lor...
now only start to memorize
haha

Hmm...
First was the Theory test
two people per table
I thought of sitting with Regina
cause she and Davids studied

then Davids say,
I sit with him lah
cause he say later this ah ee (me)
sure don't know how to do wan.
true enough.
xD~

then, as the test goes on...
*blank*
err...
it's not good to say it out.
P&C
xD~

Next,
Wrapping

hmm...
it's not bad afterall.
I managed to wrap and process 2 books in 12 minute.

but while I was chopping the chops,
I accidentally make the chop fly
LOL
@_@
aih...
what to do?
too nervous d.
=P

Next,
Shelving

it's not too bad
I think I got a quite a friendly invigilator
I talked to him (indian senior)
during theory test
because I wanted to know his name,
which was part of the answer on the paper.
haha.
although he din give me the answer,
at least he smiled back
=]

Last,
OATH

this was the part,
I have to do
without any help.
just me, myself can help me to score.

Well, there's two invigilator.

><"
Well, whatever the results he give me
I know it can't be high.

So...
I did my best
and whatever the results
he give me
for my oath,
I don't mind.

at least I tried my best.
=]

random.

2009-07-12T01:00:00.000-07:00

uhh...
I have a lot of post that I want to blog
but
I forgot what are they.
LOL

so...yeah
just a moment please.
xD~

Ranger's Orientation Game

2009-07-04T22:01:00.000-07:00

Ranger's Orientation Game was really...
uhhh....
*no comments*
=X

Haha
Just thinking back of those bitter gourds
makes me have GOOSEBUMPS
and also
banana with "special sauce"
><

a candid shot of Regina, Serene and Me during OG
*shhh*
pic stolen from Charisma's blog. XDDD~

E&O buffet dinner

2009-06-28T18:00:00.000-07:00

Uhh...
Just look at the price,
Charisma, Yi Lin and Regina.
*no comments*

Eastern & Oriental Hotel

10 Lebuh Farquhar
10200 Penang
Tel : +604 222 2000
Fax : +604 261 6333

Sarkies Corner
The Ideal Executive Lunch (Mondays – Saturdays)
12.00 noon – 2.45 pm
RM 42.00 ++ (adult) / RM 21.00 ++ (child)

Fridays & Saturdays …”Wine & Dine” Weekend Buffet
7.00 pm – 10.30 pm
RM 99.00 ++ (adult) / RM 46.00 ++ (child)
Inclusive of free flow of wine, beer & fruit punch

Sundays - Thursdays…Themed Buffet Dinner
7.00 pm – 10.30 pm
RM 58.00 ++ (adult) / RM 29.00 ++ (child)

1885
Monday to Friday…Traditional English Afternoon Tea
2.30 pm – 5.00 pm
RM 42.00 ++ (adult)

Siao-ness in 6RD~ xD~

2009-06-26T23:08:00.000-07:00

Siao-ness in class.
and also
Beatrice last day of school-ing in PFS

CURRENT ISSUE in 6R-D

2009-06-26T22:49:00.000-07:00

Our 6R-D first outing!
*woot*

Who's going?
Who's going?
It's compulsory DUH!

lol.
as if... xD

yi lin posing with the board

acting? LOL

Anyways, I don't think it'll be a success.
=\
*shhhh*
LOL

Christianity - The joy of singing

2009-06-26T21:57:00.000-07:00

School was really fun this week.
With singing this week. xD

Amazing Love

My Chains are Gone,
I've been set free,
My God, My Savior has ransomed me,
And like a flood, His mercy rains,
Unending Love, Amazing grace

Well, I don't really know christian songs
Because I don't always go to church
ps ps ><
*smiles innocently*
xD

here's one of them that I know
hehe

VERSE(1):
The splendor of a King,
Clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice,
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in light,
And darkness tries to hide
And trembles at his voice,
And trembles at his voice

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

VERSE(2):
Age to age he stands
And time is in His Hands
Beginning and the End,
Beginning and the End
The Godhead, Three in one
Father, Spirit, Son
The Lion and the Lamb,
The Lion and the Lamb

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

CHORUS(2)
Name above all names
You are Worthy of all praise
and My heart will sing how great
Is our God
(x2)

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
Sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
Sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

100 Truths

2009-06-26T21:03:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Kai Wei

001. Real name: Laura Teh Ee Ling a.k.a Laura THE Ee Ling. xD
002. Nickname(s): Lola, Lolipop, (latest nickname : Chicken Little) = ="
003. Age: 18
004. Horoscope: Virgo
005. Male or Female: Female
006. Elementary: SK CGL
007. Middle School: SMK CGL
008. High School: SMK Penang Free
009. College school: -
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Long or short: Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Loud, sometimes Quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health freak: Not really
016. Drink or Smoke: Do I look like someone who drinks or smokes? xD
017. Do you have a crush on someone: Maybe. Maybe not.
018. Eat or Drink: Eat
019. Piercings: Ummm... One on each lower ear lobe.
020. Tattoos: Nah...
021. Social or Anti-Social: Depends on the situation and who am I with
022. Right or Left: Right
023. First piercing: When I was 7 I think... =\
024. First relationship: umm... as in? reality or virtual?
025. First Best Friend: Myself! xD
026. First Award: 3rd prize in K 2 Joshua at Taska & Tadika JG, Penang First Assembly of God ( I don't know what award is this by the way)
027. First Kiss:My Parents. =]
028. First Pet: Dog (when I was really small. I don't remember anything about it, except for the pics)
029. First Big Vacation: CHINA!! (during standard 6)
030. First Love at First Sight: *whispers*
031. First Big Birthday: Hmm... I forgot. lol.
032. First Surgery: None yet.
033. First sport you joined: Speed Talking? xD jkjk...
034. Orange or Apple Juice: Apple juice
035. Rock or Rap: Rock
036. Country or Scream: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: Backstreet Boys
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney Spear
039. Night or Day: Night
040. Sun or Moon: Moon
041. TV or Internet: Internet
042. PlayStation or xbox: Can I have computer instead? lol
043. Kiss or hug: Both. =D
044. Iguana or turtle: Turtle
045. Spider or bee: Spider
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: Limewire
048. Soccer or baseball: Baseball
049. Eating: Yea
050. Drinking: Yea
051. Excitement level: 70% (depends on the situation)
052. I'm about to: Plurk
053. Listening to: Big Bang - Haru Haru
054. Plan for today: Chit Chat online.
055. Waiting for: My so-called Car
056. Energy level: Moderate
057. Thinking of someone: Yes... Friends. xD
058. Want kids: Maybe. Maybe not.
059. Want to get married: Maybe. Maybe not.
060. When: When I find my one and only.
061. How many kids do you want: Two.
062. Any name in mind: Yups.
063. What did you want to be when you were little: Doctor
064. Careers in mind: Doctor, something related to Bio Tech, Researcher, Actural Science, Accountant, Animator.
065. Mellow future or wild: Mellow future
066. Something you would never try: Like... robbing people?
067. When do you want to die: Anytime, Anywhere.

Which is better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)?
068. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
069. Romantic or Funny: Romantic
070. Shorter or Taller: Taller
071. Protective or Caring: Both.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Nice Stomach
074. Sensitive or Loud: Uhh... Normal?
075. Hooked-up or Relationship: Relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: None
077. Muscular or Normal: Normal.

078. Kissed a stranger: Nope.
079. Broken a bone: Not Yet.
080. Lost glasses or contacts: Always.
081. Ran away from home: Nearly Did.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: Yeah, a knife. [Psps. You won't want to know]
083. Killed somebody: Not Yet. Might be you? xDD Be careful. *evil smirks*
084. Broken someone's heart: Maybe?
085. Had your heart broken: Yup.
086. Been arrested: Nope
087. Cried when someone died: Not yet. I just don't like watching people leaving the world.
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: Yeah.
089. Yourself: ??
090. Miracles: Yes
091. Love at first sight: Yeah. But just for looking. Haha.
092. Heaven: Now? I'm always READY! =DD
093. Santa Claus: When I was small.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 5 people

Tag:
Everyone I know.

I hate him.

2009-06-23T20:32:00.000-07:00

yeah.
no doubt.

I HATE HIM!
I HATE HIM!
I HATE HIM!

it's only the beginning of school,
I know.

But I can't help it.

I already said
"I'm the noob-est player in PFS"
trying to warn them not to come play with me.

But, who knows...
He still wants to play.

And when I don't run to hit the shuttlecock,
he gave me a cold stare
along with his actions
lots of times...

Uhh...
I don't mind him doing that
if it's just once.

But when he keep repeating it.
It just ANNOYS me.
lol

Well, like I said,
with different people,
the degree up to where they can ANNOY me,
is DIFFERENT.

But when I typed this today,
on the 26th June 2009,
11.28 PM,
I'll just forget that incident.
and be normal.

I'll forgive and forget,
as a Christian.

For the sake of myself & the world.
=]

These things I command you, that ye love one another.
John 15:17

"Special case"

2009-06-19T20:51:00.000-07:00

haha.

Seriously,
PFS assembly is way too long.
It's like 1 hour on Monday and Wednesday.

If it's just like 10 minutes then maybe...
I could have just stand all the way.
=X

So, I did something...
that stopped me from standing too long.
lols.

So... Yeah.
Don't ask me what happened to me, please.
><

But I don't want to sit alone there.
Can I bring a companion with me?
lols
*teary eyes*

jkjk.
xDD

Sports Practice - Day 1

2009-06-18T21:08:00.000-07:00

uhhh....
it's really complicated.

There's no teacher in charge today.
= ="

But
Luckily, the captain
said that I could just sit and watch.
but still have to come for the sport practice.
><

*sigh*
People seeing me sitting down there...
not doing long jump
like what other people did.
It just makes them ask me if there's something going on
out of curiosity.

It's not like I'm harming anyone
or harming myself
in my current condition.
It's just best if I don't strain myself too much.
and everything will go just fine.
=]

Welcome back =D

2009-06-18T08:54:00.000-07:00

LOLS
seriously, after REGINA and YI LIN left,
our row was empty.

and we keep migrating to the back of the class
to chit chat.
xD

yay~
now there's someone who...
*whispers*
you know that, Regina.
haha.
anyway, it's there's someone there to annoy me in school now.
=]

well,
I don't really like being annoyed.
depends on WHO it is
and the DEGREE of it.
xD

Co-curriculum Day

2009-06-16T21:21:00.000-07:00

Cham le this time...
><"

I joined...
Chinese Cultural Society.

but I guess I'm going to join Christian Fellowship also tomorrow.
It's been quite some time
since I last sang Christian Songs.

and guessed what?
I joined Rangers as I planned to...
and now I just have to face the consequences that comes along with it
=]

It's part of life
that how you reject people's request, right?

But if you never try asking,
then what's the point living?
lols

Monsters vs Aliens

2009-06-03T23:13:00.000-07:00

*sigh*
was supposed to watch Angels and Demons
although some people said that it's anti-Christ
=\

But...
I didn't bring my IC there
*gosh*
I know I don't look like 18
lol
I'm young mar... xD

Anyways, we ended up watching this instead.
Monsters vs Aliens

Just looking at it feels
funny and weird
at the same time.
xD

The movie is basically about :
A meteorite from outer space hits a young California woman
named Susan Murphy
and turns her into a giant monster,
she is taken to a secret government compound
where she meets a ragtag group of monsters
also rounded up over the years.
As a last resort, under the guidance of General W.R. Monger,
on a desperate order from The President,
the motley crew of Monsters is called into action
to combat the aliens
and save the world from imminent destruction!

At the end,
when she was set free
her supposed-to-be husband didn't want to accept her.
However when she once again saved the world,
he said he loved her and all
because just by interviewing her,
he'll get promoted.
But she's not stupid you know,
she threw him far away.
=]
serve him right! xD

New Life

2009-06-03T00:18:00.000-07:00

I've been sitting around this life for years,
Not enough laughs and too many tears.
Trying to figure out where it all went,
These wasted years that I have spent.

Searching for something to go beyond,
Life's a stone skipping across a pond.
At the last skip, it hits with a splash,
Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash.

Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart,
Poking and prodding an underused heart.
This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul,
Living this life has taken it's toll.

In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn,
Tumbling down all tattered and worn.
Revealing new life, a child within,
Born free of hate, of suffering and sin.

Now my eyes see what has never been told,
Striving forth happy, confident and bold.
Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly,
Into this new life my spirit will send me.

Living and laughing, loving it all,
I stood myself up and answered the call.
The darkness has gone, replaced by the light,
I gave up the darkness with hardly a fight.

I've been sitting around this life for years,
With laughter aplenty and hardly a tear.
Now I can see just where it all went,
Cherish every moment of this new life I've spent.

愛不夠 [Ngoi But Gao] [Love Is Not Enough]

2009-06-02T10:13:00.000-07:00

Name: 林峰/ Lam Fung (Lin Feng)
English name: Raymond Lam
Also known as: Fung Jai / Charcoal
愛不夠 [Ngoi But Gao] [Love Is Not Enough]

收藏在眼眸　常徘徊左右　愛猜到沒有
sau chong joi ngaan mau, seung pooi wooi joh yau, oi chaai do moot yau
Stored in the eye pupil, constantly hovering from right to left, not having love
愉快玩笑後　能全然退後　你開心就夠
yue faai woon siu hau, nang chuen yin tui hau, nei hoi sam jau gau
after a joke, after completely retreating, as long as your happy

這種感覺太親厚　講一千句也不夠
je jung gam gok taai chan hau, gong yat chin gui ya bat gau
This feeling is too thick to kiss, saying it 1000 isn’t enough
假使講了你聽到後　或會走
ga si gong liu nei ting do hau, waak wooi jau
If you heard what I said, perhaps I will leave
這種戀愛太罕有　不須真正擁有
je jung luen oi taai hon yau, bat sui jan jing yung yau
This love is too rare, I don’t really need
成全　衷心祝福然後　就放手
sing chuen, chung sam juk fuk yin hau, jau fong sau
help, after heartfelt happiness, then breaking up

放手　放開所有　彼此更自由　
fong sau, fong hoi soh yau, bei chi gang ji yau
Break up, letting go of everything, free from each other
放手　其實我絕非愛得不夠
fong sau, kei sat ngoh juet fei oi dak bat gau
Break up, actually I don’t absolutely love enough
放手　豁出所有　還有這個好友　
fong sau, koot chut soh yau, waan yau je goh ho yau
Break up, giving up everything, and this good friend
已經　已經足夠
yi ging, yi ging juk gau
already, already enough

遙遠是宇宙　靜靜在背後　去看守就夠　
yiu yuen si yue jau, jing jing joi booi hau, hui hon sau jau gau
distance is the universe, silently at the back, to guard is enough
這種感覺太親厚　講一千句也不夠　
e jung gam gok taai chan hau, gong yat chin gui ya bat gau
This feeling is too thick to kiss, saying it 1000 isn’t enough
即使一剎有過衝動　挽你手　
jik si yat saat yau gwoh chong dung, waan nei sau
Even if the excitement is for an instant, holding your hand
這種戀愛太罕有　不須真正擁有
je jung luen oi taai hon yau, bat sui jan jing yung yau
This love is too rare, I don’t really need
成全　多捨不得仍然　是放手
sing chuen, doh se bat dak ying yin, si fong sau
help, how unwilling it still is, is breaking up

放手　放開所有　彼此更自由　
fong sau, fong hoi soh yau, bei chi gang ji yau
Break up, letting go of everything, free from each other
放手　其實我絕非愛得不夠　
fong sau, kei sat ngoh juet fei oi dak bat gau
Break up, actually I don’t absolutely love enough
放手　豁出所有　還有這個好友　
fong sau, koot chut soh yau, waan yau je goh ho yau
Break up, giving up everything, and this good friend
已經　已經足夠
yi ging, yi ging juk gau
already, already enough

放手　我的牽掛　找不到盡頭　
fong sau, ngoh dik hin gwa, jaau bat do jun tau
Break up, my worries, can’t find the end
放手　期望你幸福甚麼都有
fong sau, kei mong nei hang fuk sam moh do yau
Break up, wishing you happiness and everything included
也許　愛很深厚　然而我早看得透　
ya hui, oi han sam hau, yin yi ngoh jo hon dak tau
And praise, love is very deep, but I can find it early
放手　至可擁有
fong sau, ji hoh yung yau
Break up, to be able to have.

HK Concert - Let's Get Wet!

2009-06-01T15:05:00.000-07:00

Raymond Lam has been in the industry for more than 10 years.
He started from very humble beginning
as an unknown artiste to many to being a popular 'Siu-Sang'
today, Raymond is undoubtedly gifted
with recognizable talents in acting and singing.

After years of hardwork,
Raymond will be stepping onto the stage of the Hong Kong Coliseum
on June 17 and 18 for his debut concert.

Raymond Lam first individual Concert
Date: 17-Jun (Wed) & 18-Jun (Thu)
Place: Hong Kong Coliseum
Ticket Prices: HK$480/ HK$200/HK$100

T_T
WHY IS THERE SCHOOL ON THAT DAY?
tell me why...
*sobs*

3rd Job Advancement, Priest

2009-06-01T02:50:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!
after so long, lols.

I know I'm slow.
not like people that can reach lvl 100+ in a day...=\

What am I?

2009-06-01T01:05:00.000-07:00

You would be very happy in a career that utilised your level-headedness, and allowed you to work mainly on your own. You want a career that allows you to be creative, without having to be involved with lots of people. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

Artist
Historian
Banker
Novelist
University Professor
Photographer
Vet
Paralegal
Graphic Designer
Online Content Developer
Webmaster
Producer
Managing Director
Nutritionist
Advertising
Nursing

You like working and being alone. You like to avoid attention at all costs. You tend to keep to yourself, and not interact much with the people around you. You enjoy spending time with a few a close friends. You like to listen to others, but don't like sharing much about yourself. You are very quiet and private.

You are very practical, and only act after thinking things through. You don't like being forced to answer quickly. You have to evaluate the situation completely. You make decisions based on what you can verify with your senses.

You like to be deeply involved in one or two special projects. You like to be behind the scenes. You are very logical and fair. You feel you should be honest with others and protect their feelings.

You trust your gut instincts. You are easily inspired and trust that inspiration. You are very innovative. You analyse things by looking at the big picture. You are concerned about how what you do affects others. You worry about your actions and the future. You tend to use a lot of metaphors and are very descriptive and colourful in your choice of language.

You are very creative, and get bored easily if you don't get to express yourself. You like to learn new things. You don't like the same old routine. You like to leave your options open.

Pesta Bunga 2009

2009-05-31T22:13:00.000-07:00

Welcome to Pesta Bunga 2009 =]

tram service not free eh... (nothing is free) LOL

*shocked* Is this the tram? = =" WOW

inside the nature heritage

berries? want some? pluck it then... xD

even 'botak' tree competing?

unique huh?
two coloured branch...

I like this one =P

this "gubahan bunga" is really something.
don't you think so?

looks like a bunch of broccoli's to me xD

I know I'm sleeping. let it be... xD

And for the last part,

see the monkey drinking 100 plus?

monkeys are like humans, don't they?
so how about you?
like monkeys? xD

CLHS mini concert 2009

2009-05-30T23:54:00.000-07:00

This concert really add some colour to my Form 6 life.
(anyways, there's already lots of colours in it. thanks to the people in PFS and orientation games)

But too bad, I didn't bring my camera there.
*sigh*
Was supposed to 'curi' pic from HIS blog.
but...
it seems like he's angry cause of something.

Was happy bumping into him there, but it turned out this way.
Well, let it be that way then.
= ="

CLHS band >.<" Brian says the one in the middle looks like Regina.
and she became 'the Regina girl' xD

PFS people performing? O__o"
the one on the left is William.

Here comes the shout out.

Brian ; Hui Yee

Brian : WILLIAM!!!
Hui Yee : I LOVE YOU!!!

lols.
sweat case mia people. xD

the one playing the guitar is Martin?
it seems like everyone knows him. lol.

I voted for this. *cheers*

Melvin's fav... xD
well, actually all the 'guys' fav... =\

And for the FUN part,
we present, Zhu Bang
(that's his name I think. They're shouting that. Lols)

we are like... "OMG!! IT'S HIM!!"
yupz
He sat right NEXT TO Brian earlier.

That's all the memories that CLHS Mini Concert gave us.
Next event in PFS is either
the Prom or the Phantom of the Opera.
=D

P/S : I know the graphic sucks.
HP camera ma.
lols

I'm becoming more like someone else.

2009-05-24T13:33:00.000-07:00

I've just realised that
The way I blog,
The way I chat on plurk,
and all...
I'm becoming more like you.
Don't you think that I'm becoming kind-of different?

More like something I don't want to become.

Maybe the coming holidays will make me feel better.
Just hope things go that way.
Although things never went the way I've always wanted.

PFS is not bad afterall for a CHIT-CHAT school

2009-05-23T22:22:00.000-07:00

LOLs!
Here in PFS it's like everyday is full of drama.

With the group of CGL-ians (my friends) and I,
Life in PFS was never dull
=]

So...
Yeah, I guess I'll be staying in PFS.

I signed up for MUET test this year end in PFS.
And I got to stay there.
If not, they won't let me sign up for the test.
xD

Being in PFS is not bad afterall,
One get to learn how to be independent and study on their own.
Well, in University things goes this way too right?

Even if I would have transferred to SXI,
I will be a lone ranger there.
I know I can make friends.
But don't you think that the current friends I have now is better?
I've known them for like...
11 years you know.

I know I'm comforting myself.
Haha.
but this is no longer an issue.
the thing now is BIOLOGY or PHYSICS stream?
*thinks*

"GREAT"

2009-05-15T22:24:00.000-07:00

Seriously, "GREAT"
I rushed into the HEM's office today.
and guess what?
The transfer form was already sent in to JPN.

Serve me right.
= ="

And he says that
even after they process the transfer form,
I can say I want to stay in PFS
and they'll gladly accept it.
Well, that's what he says.

But actually,
I don't want to go anywhere.
I don't want to stay here either.
I don't even know where I want to go.

Just hope that I got something
and don't have to continue Form 6, kay?

Everyday, after school
there's always H-E-A-D-A-C-H-E
there wasn't a day without it.
I guess, I'm just not used to it.
=\

Should I, Should I not?

2009-05-14T22:12:00.000-07:00

I'm still undecided.
there are some points there that I hate about PFS
and same goes for SXI

Aihh~
Someone help me to decide before tomorrow morning, please?

But anyways,
I'm glad that the 4 days of jail ended.
Now left is just the
one and a half years of MISERY!!

I know it does not sound motivating at all.
=\

Penang Free School (PFS)

2009-05-11T22:27:00.000-07:00

Form 6 was okay, I guess. (currently)

HAHAHA!
look at their school song
at least the tune more 'bersemangat' compared to CGL.
in CGL, everyone sings so softly.

Same goes for PFS,
but the line,
FREE SCHOOL FOR THE BRAVE AND FOR THE TRUE
was super duper loud! =]

PENANG FREE SCHOOL

Let us march on to fame
Let the aisles proclaim
Till our anthem will dare us to do
Let us onward to win
And new laurels gain
Free school for the brave and for the true

verse 1
It matters meither how strait the gate
Now how charged with dangers the goal
Let the tempest rage and fell odds inflate
We'll do it with heart and soul

verse 2
When duty calls be it school or state
We to it with God by our side
For the sons of Free School don't hesitate
Nor let cool their zeal and pride

verse 3
Let's all then join in this jubilee
All with one loud voice to proclaim
Our true loyalty and our constancy
to our mater still remain

Dragon-i

2009-04-29T22:37:00.000-07:00

It's Grandpa's Birthday today~
=]
So, we ended up sitting in Dragon-i once again
Thanks to the promotion they had, they attracted such a large crowd.

Well, if you haven't been to Dragon-i,
tomorrow's the best day to go.
as it's the last day of the RM1 chicken~
xD

Stir Fried String Bean with Minced Meat
which as you know I don't like eating them.
But we end up ordering it. =\
Well, according to people,
it's really soft and different from those outside there which is hard.

Try it and you'll know =]

TM net

2009-04-28T22:12:00.000-07:00

Yeah.
I noticed that I haven't blog since a while.

Thanks to Telekom's line.
xD

"Telekom Malaysia Berhad (TM) wishes to announce that there is a disruption of its Internet services due to circuit faults on the SMW3 between Tuas, Singapore and Penang linking Malaysia to Hong Kong and APCN2 near Chongming, China connecting Malaysia to the United States. As a result, customers using the Internet services may experience slow browsing while accessing websites hosted in the U.S. and Hong Kong."
http://www.tm.com.my/announcement/announcements.asp

Well, not only that of course.
Just don't feel like blogging for the time being.
=\

小酒窩 [Xiao Jiu Wo] [Little Dimples]

2009-04-17T01:56:00.000-07:00

林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie feat. 蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin
小酒窩 [Xiao Jiu Wo] [Little Dimples]
Album: 陸/Sixology
Songwriter: 林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie
Lyricist: 王雅君 Wang YaJun
Pin Yin and Translation Credit: tammiest

林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
我還在尋找一個依靠和一個擁抱
Wo hai zai xun zhao Yi ge yi kao He yi ge yong bao
I am still searching for someone I can rely on, for an embrace
誰替我祈禱替我煩惱為我生氣為我鬧
Shei ti wo qi dao Ti wo fan nao Wei wo sheng qi wei wo nao
Who will pray for me? Worry for me? Get angry on my behalf and fight for me?

蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
幸福開始有預兆緣份讓我們慢慢緊靠
Xing fu kai shi you yu zhao Yuan fen rang wo men man man jin kao
Signs of happiness are beginning to appear Fate is slowly drawing us ever nearer...
然後孤單被吞沒了無聊變得有話聊有變化了
Ran hou gu dan bei tun mo le Wu liao bian de you hua liao You bian hua liao
And loneliness has been erased, engulfed There's been a change From boring to conversational

Chorus:
Together:
小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao shi ni zui mei de ji hao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're your most beautiful, memorable features
蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
我每天睡不著想念你的微笑
Wo mei tian shui bu zhao xiang nian ni de wei xiao
Every night, I can't sleep... I keep thinking of your smile
你不知道你對我多麼重要
Ni bu zhi dao ni dui wo duo me zhong yao
You don't know how important you are to me
林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
(你不知道多麼重要)
(Ni bu zhi dao Duo me zhong yao)
(You don't know How important you are)
蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
有了你生命完整的剛好
You le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao
With you, my life is complete

Together:
小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're incurably captivating
林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
Wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui liao
I've slowed down my tempo, feel as though I'm drunk
Together:
終於找到心有靈犀的美好
Zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao
I finally know the happiness of being perfectly in tune with someone else...
一輩子暖暖的好我永遠愛你到老
Yi bei zi nuan nuan de hao Wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao
A lifetime of warmth and happiness; I will love you forever... until (we're both) gray and old

蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
幸福開始有預兆緣份讓我們慢慢緊靠
Xing fu kai shi you yu zhao Yuan fen rang wo men man man jin kao
Signs of happiness are beginning to appear Fate is slowly drawing us ever nearer...
然後孤單被吞沒了無聊變得有話聊有變化了
Ran hou gu dan bei tun mo le Wu liao bian de you hua liao You bian hua liao
And loneliness has been erased, engulfed There's been a change From boring to conversational

Chorus:
Together:
小酒窩長睫毛是你最美的記號
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao shi ni zui mei de ji hao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're your most beautiful, memorable features
蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
我每天睡不著想念你的微笑
Wo mei tian shui bu zhao xiang nian ni de wei xiao
Every night, I can't sleep... I keep thinking of your smile
你不知道你對我多麼重要
Ni bu zhi dao ni dui wo duo me zhong yao
You don't know how important you are to me
林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
(你不知道多麼重要)
(Ni bu zhi dao Duo me zhong yao)
(You don't know How important you are)
蔡卓妍 Charlene Choi CheukYin:
有了你生命完整的剛好
You le ni sheng ming wan zheng de gang hao
With you, my life is complete

Together:
小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're incurably captivating
林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
Wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui liao
I've slowed down my tempo, feel as though I'm drunk
Together:
終於找到心有靈犀的美好
Zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao
I finally know the happiness of being perfectly in tune with someone else...
一輩子暖暖的好我永遠愛你到老
Yi bei zi nuan nuan de hao Wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao
A lifetime of warmth and happiness; I will love you forever... until (we're both) gray and old

小酒窩長睫毛迷人的無可救藥
Xiao jiu wo chang jie mao mi ren de wu ke jiu yao
Little dimples, long eyelashes... they're incurably captivating
林俊傑 JJ Lin JunJie:
我放慢了步調感覺像是喝醉了
Wo fang man le bu diao gan jue xiang shi he zui liao
I've slowed down my tempo, feel as though I'm drunk
Together:
終於找到心有靈犀的美好
Zhong yu zhao dao xin you ling xi de mei hao
I finally know the happiness of being perfectly in tune with someone else...
一輩子暖暖的好我永遠愛你到老
Yi bei zi nuan nuan de hao Wo yong yuan ai ni dao lao
A lifetime of warmth and happiness; I will love you forever... until (we're both) gray and old

Sorry Sorry - Super Junior

2009-04-09T21:32:00.000-07:00

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
(Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry)
Naega naega naega munjuh
(I I I first)
Nehgae nehgae nehgae bbajuh bbajuh bbajuh party baby
(For you for you for you I fell fell fell fallen baby)
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
(Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty)
Noonee booshuh booshuh booshuh
(Eyes are blinding blinding blinding)
Soomee makhyuh makhyuh makhyuh
(Breathe is stifled stifled stifled)
Naega micheo micheo baby
(I’m going crazy crazy baby)

Baraboneun noonbit sokeh
([Siwon] Inside the glaze that stares back at me)
Noonbit sokkeh naneun machi
(Inside the glaze it’s as if I’m)
Naneun micheo mwuheh holin nom
(As if I’m a guy bewitched bye something)
Eejen busuhnajido mothae
(I can’t even escape it now)
Guluhohneun nuheh moseup
([Kyuhyun] The way you look when you walk over)
Nuheh moseup nuhnen machi
(The way you look it’s as if)
Nae shimjangeul balbgo watnabwah
(You came and stepped on my heart on the way)
Eejen busuhnajido mothae
(I can’t even escape it now)

Uhdeel gana dangdanghageh
([Ryeowook] Wherever you go you confidently)
Ootneun nuhneun maeryukjuk
(Smile, your attractiveness)
Chakhan yeoja ilshikeeran
([Sungmin] A rare beauty and a good girl)
Saenggakdeuleun bopyunjuk
(Universally thought of)
Dohdohageh guhchim ubgae
([Ryeowook] Proudly, without stopping)
Jungmahl nuhneun hwansangjuk
(You’re really like a fantasy)
Dohleekeel soo ubseulmankeum
([Sungmin] So much that people can’t change their mind about it)
Naegae bbajuh buhryuseo
(I’ve fallen for you)

Repeat Chorus

Hey girl girl girl girl girl girl girl
([Donghae] Hey girl girl girl girl girl girl girl)
Noonmanddeumyun ni saenggak Hey girl
(When I open my eyes I think of you Hey girl)
Janakkehnah sashil nuh hana bakeh ahnboyuh
(Asleep or awake, the truth is I can only see you)
Mahlhaebwah ni mameh naega
([Kangin] Tell me in your heart I)
Mahlhaebwah jari jabatneunji
(Tell me did I get a spot)
Mahlhaejo naegeh mahlhaejo
(Tell me tell me please)
Naneun babo babo babo
(I’m stupid stupid stupid)

Joobyun saramdeuleun malhhae
([Ryeowook] People in my surroundings tell me)
Naega nuhmoo jukgeukjuk
(I’m too aggressive)
Ee saesahngeh geurun saram
([Eunhyuk] In this world that sort of person)
Uhdee handooleenyahgo
(Not as though there are only one or two of them)
Geuguhl molla geunyuhl molla
([Ryeowook] You don’t know you don’t know her)
Shigihamyuh haneun mahl
(Words that they say in jealousy)
Naegae boorupdamyun geugun
([Eunhyuk] If you’re jealous of me)
Geudaedeulee geeneun guh
(Then they are going to lose)

Repeat Chorus
Let’s dance dance dance dance (x3)

Hey eejen geuman naegae wahjooleh
([Yesung] Hey will you come to me now)
Jungmahl michil gutman gatah yeah
(I feel like going to really go crazy yeah)
Nan neoman saranghago shippo
([Kyuhyun] I want to only love you)
Juhldeh dashi hanoon pahl saenggak ubseo hey
(I will never think of looking at anyone else hey)

Aeineerakiboda chingookateun
([Eeteuk] Rather than a lover, a friend)
Naega dwehgo shippeo
(Is what I’d rather like to be)
Neoeh modeun gomin seulpeum
(All of your thoughts and sadness)
Hahmkkeh ganjeekhagopa
(I want to keep)
Dashi ubseul mankeum mankeum
([Eeteuk] As if as if you might not exist)
Nuhruhl nuhmoo saranghae
(I love you so much)
Naega bahran saram niga baro geu
(The person that I expect is you)
that that that girl
(that that that girl)

Repeat Chorus

Paddington House of Pancakes a.k.a. P.H.O.P.

2009-04-08T23:36:00.000-07:00

今天去了Queensbay~
Today went to Queensbay~

Lalala~

去走一走，看一看
Go walk walk and look see
实际上，是要去看电影在电影院
Actually, want to go watch movies at cinema

可是最后去了吃应为只有前面的位子
But end up eating because only left front seat

啊！写中文真的很累
Argh! Writing in Mandarin is really tiring

Paddington House of Pancakes!

there's ice cream in it. =D

Four Leaf Clover

2009-04-08T23:08:00.000-07:00

Do you all know the meaning
of each leaves of a four leaf clover?

Well, I never knew it till I saw this picture.
XD

如果错过了你

2009-04-07T22:05:00.000-07:00

我只知道如果这次
我错过了你 ,
我可能这一辈子
也不会有任何机会了。

但是这问题对你是没什么。

无所谓

忘掉比较好

你都没有在意的

再见

feels nice to blog in mandarin.

Mexican Wedding Cakes

2009-04-05T17:26:00.000-07:00

Got a little bored on Sunday.
=\

There's much more free time after quitting my job
&
I do not know what to do with it.

Well, I haven't bake for like so long...
Since before SPM started till now I think
And I thought it's a good idea to bake
since I'm tired of facing the computer day and night.
-__-"

baking the hazel nuts

grinning them with a little flour

before baking

after baking

ready to be eaten!

Looks nice?
Well, it taste not bad~
x3

And that's how it goes.
MEXICAN WEDDING CAKES
ready to be eaten~
lalala~

By the way, it's one of those Christmas cookies.
Haha.
I know I'm supposed to bake it on Christmas.
But I didn't have time back then.
= ="

Feeling :

The key to success in Form 6

2009-04-04T21:24:00.000-07:00

Pn. Lim Li Li said,
"Make sure you don't have boyfriend when you get into Form 6"
"Then sure can score well"

So, basically...
the KEY to success in form 6 is this.

Feeling :

a message to those going Form 6

I will be there

2009-04-02T20:58:00.000-07:00

I'd gladly stand at your side
I'd step up to a bullet
I'd never let you be alone
When he throws a punch
I'd stay with you thru the night
When they start to fight
I'd hold you as you cried
I'd never walk away
Not if you needed me
I'd never turn my back
Not if you needed a friend
I couldn't bear
To hurt you that way
To leave you
Confused lost and alone
I cant be that cruel
You're my best friend
And I love you
So I want you to know
Don't be afraid
I'm always here for you
I'll never leave
If your in need
Just know
I'm always here for you

Feeling :

Unpredictable Tomorrow

2009-04-01T22:12:00.000-07:00

by Luanne

I have been working on this piece for weeks now. The words just wouldn't fall the way I wanted to express them ... until today.

Unpredictable Tomorrow

Sadness, the world within our mind
twists and turns with flaming rage
fear, self-pity, blame and guilt
isolate - spirits in a cage

Fear will scratch the surface
guilt shall consume your soul
blame eventually follows
self pity devours you whole

Empty pages hold the future
unaware what tomorrow brings
yet to feel the beauty of the day
is what gives hope its wings

Drink life from a half-filled cup
swallow with dignity and pride
worth not measured by the exterior
but what lives and grows inside

Surrender to a glorious sunrise
and shadows that may fall between
for even within a droplet of rain
magic and miracles can be seen ...

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

"I am not dying of MS .... I'm living with it "
Live in Today ... Tomorrow is unpredictable

* When faced with a chronic illness it can shred your life to pieces. You will face every emotion known. Sadness, anger, rage, fear, guilt, blame and perhaps even self pity.
These emotions will isolate you from the rest of the world. They will zap your energy and steal your will to live.
Until .... you decide they will not control you. There is a beautiful world out there ... and even though it is so hard to see it when you have a chronic illness. You must look deep within and find the strength to fight *

March is Multiple Sclerosis month in the US and May in Canada, Canadians have one of the highest rates of multiple sclerosis (MS) in the world with approximately 1,000 new cases of MS diagnosed each year.

NS medical report

Feeling :

Acupuncture?!?

2009-04-01T21:21:00.000-07:00

ACUPUNCTURE ?!?

I've always wanted to learn acupuncture
LOL
how would I know I'll be the one undergoing it?
= ="

When he asked me, "I poke needle, ok?"
I was like....
"HARRR...?"
Haha.

The early part after the acupuncture was terrible.
Feels like paralyzed and all...
But, sometime later
it does feels better
it's not bad after all... =D

P/S : If you were to ask me why did I have acupuncture...
I'll say that it's because I've been naughty
and "Santa" wants to punish me
=X

Feeling :

Back at school for the FOOD!! =D

2009-04-01T10:45:00.000-07:00

Some food outside
just does not taste as good as
the ones in your own used-to-be school.

Char Bee Hoon

Char Bee Hoon

Char Koay Teow (wet)

YUMMIES~ =D

Feeling :

Your last day =\

2009-03-30T22:31:00.000-07:00

Notice that the fish looked like Koi a.k.a. Carp?
Well, it's Tricolour Swordtail.
=]
Pretty, isn't it?

I wanted to rear Carp
but it grow really fast and
it's strong
(as in it can hit the glass real hard and break it)
So, a bigger & stronger aquarium is needed.
which also means,
more cleaning work is needed!

Then, when I saw this at the aquarium store,
I thought how nice it'd be
if I had them.

Seems that they had a little fight.
And the weaker ones will eventually die.
=\

*sigh*

Why does it have to be this way?

Feeling :

Atoz? Not anymore.

2009-03-30T10:40:00.000-07:00

I nearly got a car for getting quite good results for SPM.
But now...
T__T
AIHH!!
No more liao.

Thanks to the loan thing.
That says the borrower must be above 18 years old.

Well, things are gonna be different by then...
*aiks*

it looks like this
but it's not this car
=\

Feeling :

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-28T22:09:00.000-07:00

EARTH HOUR
lols.
Well I was outside shopping during 8.30 - 9.30pm.
Considered taken part in it.
Lights at home not on mah~ XD

What about you?
If you didn't managed to take part this year,
try next year! =D
It's held on the last Saturday of March annually.
Just turn off your non-essential lights
and electrical appliances
for one hour
to raise awareness among people.

Feeling :

Not going back there anymore. Bye.

2009-03-27T20:59:00.000-07:00

Today's the day I quit my job.

=]

Feels kind of nice.
Not having to face a bunch of big bullies.
Not having to be bullied.
Not having to get scolded for stupid reasons.
Not having to serve people.
Not having to walk around for 4 and a half hours.
Not having to wash glasses when it's not even my job to begin with.
Not having to be annoyed.
Not having to face people I don't want to face.
AND LOTS MORE~

FINALLY!!
Finally getting out of this similar-to-hell place.
Haha.
Actually it does not really feels like hell there.
Just that towards the end of my working days...
things just happened.
And... Yup.
That's how it goes.
I RESIGNED =D

Obviously, there's some sweet memories I got by working there.
And also some nice people there.
I'll always remember it. =]

Feeling :

P license

2009-03-27T20:41:00.000-07:00

Finally!
Getting P license~
lalala~

If you happen to see me on the road,
please don't drive beside my car.
LOL!
It's DANGEROUS for goodness sake.
So, for your own safety reasons,
stay as far as you can from my car.
Whee~

Maybe...
this is something I need on my car
XD

Feeling :

Little Cottage Cafe

2009-03-22T16:50:00.000-07:00

A little something for MOM~

Well, I promised if I get GCE-O A1,
I'll treat her for lunch/dinner at Little Cottage.
And here we come~
=D

Tissues, anybody?

Mushroom soup

Grape jelly with coconut on top? O__o"

Opps...
Where's are the pictures of the food?
-___-"

umm...
I got so excited just by seeing them.
& can't wait to eat it.
And then...
I forgot to take pictures of it. XD
LOL!

Feeling :

SPM results

2009-03-12T22:34:00.000-07:00

Was a little worried at first about my results.
But as time passes, I just got the feeling, "What will come will come".
That I have to accept the truth no matter what the results were.
So, at that moment I was actually like "I don't give a DAMN". =\
I read my school mag before, and students quoted,
"Hope for the BEST, Be prepared for the WORST"
And I'm following it~ =D

When I reached school, I saw Xin Yi.
Guess what she got? >.<"
That girl got 9A's!! =]
Nice one~
She was the first one that told me her results when I reached school.
BABII mia! T_T
Then, I was thinking, "Then, I 10 A's?"
HAHAHA!!
And suddenly Yue Shern and Regina pop up-ed.
Yue Shern was saying, "Look at your EST results..."
So when I got my result slip, I covered everything.
I start looking at my EST result.
It was then when I saw a B3 for my EST.
I just opened up everything as I know it's already the end of my 10 A's. =\
*aiyah* *shakes head*

And then we split up into two groups.
Some went Queen's Bay, some went Gurney Plaza.
And guess who we saw at Queen's Bay?
LYN SI~
Lyn Si at Azuma

Haha. Long time no see eh... =D
She was admitted in hospital due to Leukemia.
And she's not supposed to go out to crowded places.
Obviously today's exceptional.
Getting results mer~ =P

Then we went Fish Spa. =D~
IT WAS FUN!!
Well, Fish Spa at Queen's Bay lasts for 30 minutes.
While Fish Spa at Gurney Plaza only lasts for 15 minutes.
LOL!
We all wasted like 20 minutes to get our legs in the water.
Plus all the screaming of course.
It's like we owned the shop. XD
FINALLY when I got both of my legs into the water, it's already TIME's UP.
*awww*

Feeling :

A letter from the Father

2009-03-12T00:30:00.000-07:00

My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

Poems & Quotes =]

2009-03-11T10:47:00.000-07:00

This was all a game to you
you never cared at all
you pretended and played me for a fool.
And worst of all,
I knew that it was coming,
and all I did was play along.

I knew you didn't want me
I knew you never would
but still I tried to find a way
to stop you where you stood.
I tried to make you notice
I tried to win your heart
but now I know the truth,
you played me from the start.

Her: I need to change something!
Him: No dont change anything your perfect the way you are.

I love the way you love, but I hate the way I'm supposed to love you back

Devil's Day?

2009-03-06T23:55:00.001-08:00

Uhh... I wonder if you all noticed that today's 6/3/09?

Well, it's said that the devil's number is 333, 666 and also 999.
However, some people only consider 666 to be the devil's number.
And guess what date's today?
It's the combination of all those devil's number. = ="
You may say I'm superstitious, but that's the way it is.
I do believe in fortune telling. (certain ones. not all.)
And this is a part of it.

I should have noticed the date today and be careful about it.
Oh well, I wasn't aware of it till towards the end of the day, which is already TOO LATE.

It started when I go to work. @_@
At the beginning of work time,
I went to the back of the kitchen to take dry cloth to wipe cutlery and so on.
When I was on my way there
The cook from down stairs stepped out of the cold room.
I was sort of noticing him
till I didn't watch the step stepping down in front of me.
I end up tripping over and fall.
And guess how did I fall?
I fall down kneeling.
It's like as though I was kneeling him.
-__-"
*swts*

Towards the end of the day,
things got even worse.
My spectacles broke.
I was chatting with two of my workmates.
It was then when Syan out of nowhere,
threw something at my direction.
According to him, it's just a ball of paper.
But, how can a ball of paper break my glasses?

*speechless*

Well, there's still another day similar to this date, right?
It's coming soon. >.<"
On the 3/6/2009!

JPJ test? Uhh...

2009-03-03T22:00:00.000-08:00

Aihh...
It was my first time taking JPJ test today.
And I thought that everything will be just fine.
Well, convincing myself obviously even though I'm not sure if I could make it.

Well, when i first stepped into Soon Lee and checked my number, I got 1st in 2nd section.
I was like... "I got 1st?"
LOL!
Somehow, things got better when got into the van and heard the Cantonese song being played on the radio.
It's an old song, but a cheerful one.
It sounds like it's giving me some courage... XD

And when we got there, we were like @__@ because there were so many lines to line up.
We don't know which one to line up and ended up lining up the wrong lane.
LoLx!
The test haven't even begin and we were like so STIM already... = ="
Cham le liddat...

When I got there, while waiting for them to call my number, I slept twice~
lalala~ haha. It's very tiring you know... =\
And

*da da da dum*

My turn came.

And there I got into the car for the Jalan Raya test.
And there is where it all ended.
Just right on the spot. Right at the moment.
I started the test at 1134 and it all ended at 1136.
@_@
So fast? Uhhh.... Yea. Exactly!

====== FLASHBACK TO WHEN I ENTERED THE CAR ======

I thought it was already noon, so I said, "Selamat Petang"
LoL!
And then he asked me, "Sudah petang ke?"
"Tak tau. Masih pagi ke? Selamat Pagi", I replied.
Haha. Before it even started already mistake liao.
Then I did all the steps needed.
And my car is ready to move~ Weeee~

*Oh Oh*

The car too close to the car in front can't go out le...
And.... and.... I had to reverse the car.
When i reversed, I knocked into a van that was parked at the side. @_@
I didn't look into the mirror... =x
But I dare to bet that even if i would have looked into the mirror, I wouldn't know which way to reverse to.
The result will still be the same I guess =\
Well, it's all about LUCK.

About,
where the car is parked
is the handbreak easy to pull
is the car being modified
is the car smooth
and all sorts.

I got car no.21 and the handbreak is sooooo hard to pull.
After trying like 5-10 times, then only I managed to pull it.
Although I knocked the van, it was left undamaged! Not even the slightest scratch! LoL!

BAHAGIAN 3 ENDED JUST LIKE THAT =\
Before I even got the chance to be on the road... >.<"

=================================================

Then, @_@
I was like so stunned.
And the Entau Soon Lee guy came over and asked me if I finished my driving test and passed.
I was so pissed as i JUST failed my jalan raya and he come and ask me this.
LOL!
I was going mad as you can see.
And he became the sacrificial lamb. Haha.
"Bo lah! NAHHH!!! Ho lu kua lah!!!", I said in a kind of loud tone.
Like he's the one to be blamed.
LoL! I know, I know. I'm the bad one. =X
Even scold the Entau de... Haha.
I just can't control it back there.

Well, lucky he understands it.
I was walking back into the room, and he guide me to the place I'm supposed to go.
He said, "Ehhh, mian ki ho peng liao. Lok ki gia bukit. Kia"
Haha. Then we go to the place, and he ask like looking out see if there's any space for me to sit at the pondok there.
Then he said, "Lok ki ho peng kua uhh ooi cheh bo"
I stupidly replied, "Ohhh... okay..."

After sometime sitting down at the pondok, a familiar voice said, "Ehhh!! It's you!"
Haha. It was the friendly girl fom yesterday. ^^
She asked me how's my jalan raya, and I told her what happened.
LoL!
@_@ and the next thing I know is, she's calming me down.
Telling me I can go the bukit, don't scared.
Haha. She's a really nice girl.
After a while, I get to know that she failed her motorcycle test.
Then I tried to clam her also by saying, "At least you pass the jalan raya test. At least got something better than nothing ba.. ^^"
LoL! "Yeahh... Better than nothing", she replied.
It's really nice of her to comfort me although she failed her motorcycle test.
Back there, I was having teary eyes... @_@ I nearly did, but I didn't. =\
And then my turn came.
We wished each other luck.

=============== BAHAGIAN 2 STARTED ===============

I went up the bukit and stopped before where I'm supposed to stop.
I realised it and didn't hands up my hand.
They said once you hands up your hand and the tyres are not in the yellow line, it's over.
Haha! Lucky me~
I got 1 more try~ Weeee~ XD
And... And I passed the bukit!
Well, bukit is the hardest out of the 3 (bukit, parking, and three pointer)

Then I go to the paking slot 1.
Lucky i practiced that one a lot. It's kind of sloopy. =P
I was so cautious of everything.
To change gear and not to knock any tiang.
Haha.
And when i got into the parking spot, I hands up my hand but who shall I look at now?
The male tester on the left, or the female tester on the right?
Both seems to be busy with their work. @_@
I looked left and right looking blurrr...

Then, that girl again saw me looking blur.
She was parking at the slot next to me. X_x
Luckily, she was there. If not I sure headache already after turning my head left and right a few times.
Parking was over by then.

Now left with three pointer.
And I DID IT!! Yatta! =P
Hehe.. At least better than empty handed going back home. ^^

=================================================

We walked together and go to the male tester to get the results. ^^
And something happened again.
She saw her paper on the table and she thought it was signed already.
So she said, thank you and walk off with the not yet signed paper... @_@
Wahhh!! And the tester say, "You tak mau saya sign pun boleh!"
Den she was like, "Sorry, sorry..."
>.<" Ke lian owh... Got bullied by de tester. So ganas de... >.<"

Well, she end up passing car test afterall ^^
And as for me, I pass the circuit test but have to re-take the jalan raya test. =\
Wish me luck, yea? =P

爱? あい? Love?

2009-02-26T21:35:00.000-08:00

"Description" of love is from the movie Captain Corelli's Mandolin:

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.
- Captain Corelli's Mandolin. "Love is the beauty of the soul." --St. Augustine

My Silly Mom

2009-01-26T22:23:00.000-08:00

Silly mom? LoL!
What a title.
Well, this mom of mine is kinda fully and silly at times.
Guess what happened this time?
She said "Eh, why the cloud can move wan..?"
LOL!!!
It's it obvious. There's such thing as WIND.
Well, none of us (family members) actually bothered to look at what she was looking.
And then she started again.
"The cloud can move here n there wan."
= ="
we then started to day she's "orang kampung".
Those people who don't know anything much about the outside world.

MANATAU

When we turn our heads and look at what she's looking...
It's actually SPOTLIGHT being shone on the sky lai...
WAHHH!!! We also "tsk tsk.." her.
LoL!
Someone who actually study until university didn't know what a spotlight looks like when it's being shone on the sky. Haha! XD

Goodbye old phone.

2009-01-24T22:30:00.000-08:00

W850i, my lost phone.

W380i, my new phone.

Bought for Rm 430.00 (after bargain)
lols.
Finally gotten back a phone to use
after losing my phone on the 19/1/2009

P/S : I'm sorry if you contact me
and I have to ask you who are you.
It's simply because my phone book
(which is in my old phone)
is no longer with me =\
Sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Lost Handphone

2009-01-19T23:25:00.000-08:00

It's exactly a week since I started working here.
And guess what happened?
Somehow, my handphone (W850i) lost
Either it's being stolen or either I dropped it when I went out of the car
AIKSss...
What to do?
Things can't be predicted.
Syan a.k.a. Ah Boy said that the cashier (Kak Ida) stole it.

At first I was not aware of who stole it.
But as time passes,
problems arise.
and I realized it was really her who stole it.

Last day of SPM, Last day of secondary school in CGL

2008-11-28T22:22:00.000-08:00

Lol! I really don't know what to say wbout it.
maybe.. Just ONE word will do.. =]
MISERABLE!!

Haha.
The night before today, which is also the night before SPM finishes, Regina contact me and asked if what National Service, NS batch did I get..
And it made my mind go haywire.
I was trying hard not to think about it.
When she told me that she got 3rd batch, I was comforting myself that I got 1st batch instead. However, the condition worsen the next day when Caryn told me that those 1st batch people had received their letter.
= ="
*gosh*
It made my mind go blank.
But then again...
I lied to myself of course...
Saying that "If my parents got the letter also they won't let me see it yet de..
Wait after SPM I go find".
LOL!!
And guess what batch i got?? KUMPULAN 3!!!!!!
Urgh!! I felt as if I was drowning in the pool. =X
@_@
If let's say I got the 1st batch, I'll gladly go without complaints. =P

SPM ended... SPM ended? O__o"
So fast! I can't believe it.
It was just a few days back them when we were counting... 10, 9 , 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1 , 0 days to SPM.
and now... it ended.. T_T
So fast... and i don't feel happy even after SPM's over.
Maybe it's because it represents the end of secondary school life in Convent Green Lane.
*aihhh*

what will come will come.

National Service a.k.a. PLKN

2008-08-14T15:00:00.000-07:00

O___o"
i was chosen~ >.>

from internet :-

Tahniah, anda telah terpilih untuk mengikuti Program Latihan Khidmat Negara Siri 6/2009.

NAMA : LAURA .....

NOKP : xxxxxx xx xxxx

NEGERI : PULAU PINANG

*sweat*
lol

Prom Night =]

2008-08-09T23:50:00.000-07:00

to be updated.. lol

More about DBSK, Dong Bang Shin Ki

2008-03-12T21:21:00.000-07:00

The meaning of "Dong Bang Shin Ki" or "Tong Vfang Xien Qi" is "Gods Rising from the East". They consist of a five-member dance team is made up of high school students who auditioned for stardom. Each member of Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) has proved his talent in singing as well as dancing. Thus, the mould of the korean boy band was formed.

The Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) boys were put in different groups among peers during their training to be selected for the band, which was already named Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) / Tong Vfang Xien Qi.

The first to join Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) was Kim JunSu (김준수) who was 12 at that time; he was brought into the program through a TV show looking for a new talent. He continued to train for six more years and debuted under the name of Xiah Junsu (시아준수; Xiah is pronounced SHe-AH in Korean).

The next TVXQ (Dong Bang Shin Ki, DBSK) member to join, Jung YunHo (정윤호), won his audition through a dance competition. However, he was no amateur--he had been a backup dancer and rapper for K-pop singer Dana. His chosen stage name is U-know YunHo (유노윤호; because when you say YunHo real fast, it sounds like U-know in English).

Kim JaeJoong(김재중), like Tamaki Nami (a Japanese pop singer), left his hometown to audition for SM Entertainment and debut under the name a fortune teller foretold years before: YoungWoong JaeJoong (영웅재중). He is also known as Hero, the meaning YoungWoong (영웅).

Shim ChangMin (심창민), was one of the youngest to audition; nevertheless, he passed the try-outs. He joined the band on the name of ChoiKang ChangMin (최강창민; the English counterpart to his stage name is Max).

Six months prior to the Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK)'s debut, a new member was added. American Park YooChun (박유천) changed his name to Micky YooChun (믹키유천). Originally, YooChun's English name was Micky, so he chose his English name to be part of his stage name.

For prep work, TVXQ (Dong Bang Shin Ki, DBSK) recorded a single with The TRAX and BoA. BoA, already popular in Japan, and The Trax, which had released new music in Japan, made an awareness overseas about the new boy group.

Tong Vfang Xien Qi TVXQ (Dong Bang Shin Ki, DBSK) has also released albums and singles in China. SM Entertainment has thought of adding a Chinese member to their group to help their popularity within the country. The management company had additionally thought of splitting Tong Vfang Xien Qi into two groups: one three-member group (U-Know, Micky, Xiah) to perform in South Korea and the other two (Hero, Max) with the new Chinese member to perform in China. The news of the addition of a new Chinese member/splitting the group is upsetting to the fans of Tong Vfang Xien Qi, Cassiopeia. The fans claim the musical group would only be itself with the five original members. Although this rotation was a problem in their first album, SM Entertainment did not rotate then; however, the problem had rosen again. However, now, SM Entertainment has abandoned the idea of rotating a Chinese member in Tong Vfang Xien Qi because of the overflowing amount of complaints from Cassiopeia and other fans.

On the other hand, since TVXQ (Dong Bang Shin Ki, DBSK) Tong Vfang Xien Qi is very successful Korea, this boy-band's music has been shipped out to several countries in Asia.

DBSK - Kim Jaejoong (Hero)

2008-03-12T10:39:00.000-07:00

Who is your DBSK hubby?

You have Hero! Hero is the lead vocal of this band. He's a pretty boy but is always nice and helpful. He has a beautiful voice that would make your heart melt.
Take this quiz!

He's mine.<3

A five member boy band. The members include (from oldest to youngest): Kim Jaejoong/Youngwoong Jaejoong/Hero Birth date:26-01-1986 Debuted with the mysterious and cold personality image. He was at first given the role as main vocals but later on, that role just depended on the song they sang. He was discovered with great vocal talents, though he didnt start out that way, and had won a award for being seriously good looking. He used to smoke but has stopped now. He’s very talkative and loves making balloon animals and cooking. He is mostly known for: vocals, cute laugh, good looks, cold first impression, and cooking skills.

Jung Yunho/u-know yunho Birth date:06-02-1986 Debuted as the manly leader of the group. Was given the role of the leader since Jaejoong didnt want it and neither did the rest of the members. He was discovered in a dance competition. He is mostly known for: dance skills, delicate face, and being the leader of DBSK .

Park Yoochun/Micky Yoochun Birth date:04-06-1986 The last minute member. He debuted with the role of a gentle and romantic guy, though in reality he’s a complete prankster that likes to play with peoples minds. He was discovered in the US and was brought to korea for training before the debut of DBSK . He is mostly known for: being very romantic, pranks, being able to speak english with less of an accent than the others.

Kim Junsu/Xiah Junsu Birth date:15-12-1986 The angel of the group. He debuted with the image of high class, and charisma, but after a certain incident, he became the cute and adorable Xiah pratically all of asia loves. He was the first to be part of DBSK , and had wait , i think, 6 years, before he debuted. THe worst times of his life was when his voice was changing, spent three years with a cracked voice, unable to sing. He is mostly known for: his angelic smile, angelic laugh, heck, known for being a complete angel!

Shim Changmin/ChoiKang Changmin/Max Birth date:18-02-1988 The youngest of the group. Debuted with the cute and adorable image, but after the incident with Junsu, Changmin grew his hair out, got a way darker tan, and grew taller, changing his image to Tall, Dark and Handsome! He is mostly known for: his ability to eat 7 meals a day, adorably happy expression where his eyes are somewhat mismatched, and being the youngest yet tallest of the group.

THEY KNOW HOW TO SPEAK : Korean, Japanese, English and mandarin

My Lucky Day~

2008-03-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

haha.
today's really lucky for me after all the bad luck yesterday.
oh well, the old sayings, "got bad luck only got good luck"

haha.
it all started from here.

Scene 1 :
i was bumping in a thread
and that's when...
i suddenly receive a PM out of the blue.

halo34life5 : hey.....add my bro, jackie chi1, he was gonna give you soemthin :P
llxxlauraxxll : huh?
halo34life5 : add this person to friends, jackie chi1

and then jackie chi1 added me. *shocked*
first i thought it was some sort of scam or something.
but i accepted the add. [thanks to Evon's advice. lol]

and then..

jackie chi1 : the gifts were from me ^^ hope you liked em...and btw your really cute :o anyway, np
llxxlauraxxll : >.<" thanks. yeah. i like them especially the wings. =D jackie chi1 : lol np, friends still?
llxxlauraxxll : yup. just wondering why you picked me. :D
jackie chi1 : i dunno..cuz my bro told me bout you...and i wanted to get to know you....maybe even date...but im not sure if youd date a guy like me
llxxlauraxxll : lols. i don't know. =\
jackie chi1 : ahh its ok...i understand *sits under a tree and pulls out a book, and starts readin*

haha. that's how it ended.
and i got Fairy Wings and Benny the Puppy from this nice person. =D

Scene 2 :
LOL!!!
you won't wanna believe this.

there was this girl named _______. I forgot the name.
might update later. lol

okay.
she started a thread in the chatterbox section
over there and there, she says "roll a random number 1 - 1000 and get a 99 and you'll win 100k"
whoa!!
first i thought that it was impossible as the range is so far apart.
as i rolled i wished other people good luck.
lol.
and i kept rolling putting different kind of emotes in the post.
and finally...
when i put the :heart: emote, I ROLLED A 99!!!
[that's when it's pahe 33]
i was there in the thread since the first page though. lol.
>.>

and that's how i got 100k from chatterbox section in the forum.

Things will never change, will they?

2008-03-07T07:10:00.000-08:00

*sigh*
it all started when my father scolded my brother for changing socks everyday.
my father said after all his years of working, he only changed socks once every week. [= ="]
but my brother changed everyday.

oh well, he changed every 2 days once at first.
until when i start scolding him.
his legs,socks, and shoes were stinky like shit! [maybe even worse than shit]
owh man!! you never even want to know what kind of smell is that.
so my grandmother and i asked him to change daily.
and that my grandmother will wash the socks for him.
[he even got blisters from changing his socks every 2 days]

and guess what happened?
after all what we did was just for his own good.

my father grumbled and grumbled just like an old man.
he said, "i have to wash all your socks. wash them la yourself"
then i was like let popo wash la. she say she will wash de.
then he said "ok, ok. let popo wash. all also let popo wash. next time dun ask me to iron your clothes and etc. don't ask me to buy shirts for you also. wear until all spoil also i won't buy."
then i replied something like, "wash socks also get angry. popo wash your shirt all...."

and that was when i got HITTED real hard by him.
what the hell?
i was just trying to speak up for our rights.
and he was like...

he hitted my backbone and then the lower right shoulder.
doesn't he know that my backbone's a little crooked?
there was 2 small parts of my backbone that was crooked.
and he hit the higher part of my backbone.

and then...
i went back to my bedroom with my injured back and arm.
over there, i got scolded again. by my brother this time.
for switching off his light. *sigh*
[i was just fighting for his right and now he scold me for switching off his light]

leaving me in the room alone.
right here, in the room, i did all i wanted to.
cried, shiver and etc.
i just don't get it.
i treated him nicely.
everytime when he's down, i'm there for him.
but when i'm down he's never there for me.
things never changed no matter how much i try.

since small, i've been giving him gifts on his birthday and keeping those food that are meant to be shared for him.
my mom once said that he don't give you never mind de. he will be more caring towards you next time.
and till now, he did sometimes give me gifts on my birthday, but didn't save the foods for me.
it's been 17 years till now.
and things haven't really changed at all.

even for my father.
since small, my brother and me hasn't talked much to him.
but i started talking to him little by little.
and i also sat next to him in the car when he's fetching me starting this year.
but guess what i got back now.
2 hits from him.

what's this supposed to mean?
the more i try, the worst the result?
or i shouldn't have even tried right from the start.
it's like i'm getting myself in trouble.
maybe i shouldn't have just been born.
or i should have distance myself form my family.
don't you think it's better for me to be all alone...

Rozen Maiden

2008-02-08T09:11:00.000-08:00

I've just finished watching Rozen Maiden part 1..
i've watched part 2 of the anime earlier though.. =P
ehehe~
a nice anime to watch x]

oh well, the part 1 was about :-
Due to a tramatic expercience, Sakurada Jun has refused to return to school. He spends his time in his room, surfing the web and ordering anything that takes his fancy, only to return the items just before payment is due. One day, he finds a web site that tells him to put his order in a drawer of his desk. He does so thinking it to be a joke, only to find that the letter disappears and a strange package arrives soon afterwards. It contains an exquisite doll, that, when wound, comes to life. She treats him as a servant of little worth, but over time helps him come to grips with his fears and in the life-or-death fights that soon follow her arrival.

and the part two was just a continuous of the part one.

I liked this anime, and I hope you'd like it too.. ^^

3 essays to COMPLETE!

2008-01-26T22:40:00.000-08:00

LMAO!!
i'm such a lazy pig...
but you can't totally blame me also.. =P
because every part of me is filled with laziness!! xD

hmm..
let's see.
where on earth did this 3 essay come from?
they're all from my English teacher in school.
out of a sudden giving so many essays at a time.

the first essay is actually a newspaper report and was given on the 17/1/08, Thursday
then the second one came..
it's a continuous writing and was given on the 19/1/08, Saturday
and the third one is a directed writing given on the 21/1/08, Monday or 22/1/08, Tuesday

we were actually supposed to pass up the first two essay on Friday the 25/1/08.
but he ended up giving us nothing but more essays to do.
so the dateline was extended to 28/1/08, Monday.

But... but...
till now i haven't even done an essay and it's already 26/1/08, 10:48PM!!
HELP ME!! >.<"

Hana Kimi

2008-01-04T20:00:00.000-08:00

xDD!!
i've been watching this drama since last year
and finally..
FINALLY i'm able to watch it finish this morning before i go to school.
LoLxX!!
how lazy of me.. =P

The Good and Bad things

2008-01-04T19:56:00.000-08:00

there's good and bad things if you changed class.

good things are like
`you get to be back in your own class
`you get to be together with your friends
`you can feel more relaxed and comfortable
`you can joke with teachers
`and lots more. lol.

bad things are like
`you don't feel the stress of SPM
`you won't really be listening to teacher's teaching
`some teachers that you won't want will be teaching you
`you will have to sit at the back of the class because everyone already reserved their seats
`and lots more. lol.

Today, Shin Ye from 5 Arif switched classes with Janice Ooi from 5 Terampil, so that she can be with her friends again in terampil..
lol.

the important thing is won't your parents feel sad or angry at you if you switched class..?

a hard decision to make. (",)

(`)__(`)
( - _ - )
(,,)__(,,) xD
- original art by laura -

First Day in NEW class

2008-01-03T19:50:00.000-08:00

lols.
seriously i have no comments for this class. [5 Arif]
they laugh for no reason..
they reserved all the places in the class..
some of them don't mix around.. [busy studying. lol.]
it's really awkward to be in a class where you don't mix with most of the people..
*sobs*
i guess i will have to be quieter this year..
don't have the right mood to make noise in class also.
haha

Karin, かりん

2007-11-07T10:03:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, I saw this anime's last episode on www.gaiaonline.com
I thought it will be nice to share this anime to more people. =]
It's a nice anime although I only saw the last episode of it.
So, have fun watching them ^^

Summary: In the 21st century, a family of vampires settled down on the grounds of Japan and lived a modest life whilst sucking on the blood of humans discreetly. However, the eldest daughter of the family, Karin Maaka, has an embarrassing secret which cannot be revealed to anyone. Even though she is a vampire, she does not lack blood like her family members. Instead, she overproduces blood to the extent that she transfuses the excess into her victims, hence increasing their blood levels. Despite her troubling body characteristic, she attends school like any other high school student, that is until a new transfer student, Kenta Usui, enters her life.

Opening - Scarlet

Ending - Mou Hitotsu no Birthday

P/S : It may not seem to be like what you see in the opening song. It's not a hentai anime. LoL. It's nice to watch, by the way..

Day Dreamer

2007-11-07T06:17:00.000-08:00

Who exactly ARE you? (AnImE PiCs)

Daydreamer...
Take this quiz!

McD's dangerous! Watch out!! x)

2007-10-14T23:33:00.001-07:00

Lalala~
It all started with a story from my friend ^^
ZI XIN!! xD
What a great experience she had

That very "lucky" day, they (Zi Xin, Jenny Wong, and Sok Wah) went to study accounts in McD. Who knows what "luckyness" awaits them. Hehe. A man came in his car. He wind down the window and looked exactly at the second floor of McD to see if there's anyone there. Then, he went off. BUT....HE CAME BACK AGAIN!!Just that he parked his car further away this time.

WHOA!! Just look at what he's planning to do!! He wind down half of his window (just exactly for those on the second floor of McD to see) and he started to move his hands. Curiously, Zi Xin and her friends peeped out of the window and see why his hand is moving. Due to her bad eye sight, she had to use the aid of her handphone. Zooming the camera of the handphone, she took a video to get a better view. They were horrified when they saw what he was doing. Guess what was it that he was doing?

MASTURBATE!!!
(uhh... I'm not sure if this is the spelling. I'll check it out later)

LMAO!! Noticed how dangerous McD, the favourite hangout place of CGL and PFS students is? Hahaha. Later that day, they planned to report the incident to the police since they had evidence. But Zi Xin felt that the video was super disgusting and deleted it from her handphone. *Poof* There goes the evidence. =\

Great story isn't it? (",)
lol
I hope you like it ^.^
Do come and visit my blog again

Only for FRIENDS to read blog? OMG~

2007-10-14T23:27:00.000-07:00

Lolx.. Since this is a only for friends to read blog, xD
Uhh.. Who cares x)I'll post whatever I feel like posting*ehehe

My Birthday~ ^^

2007-09-05T06:54:00.000-07:00

Lol~ Today's my birthday.
And Guess what?
I got 2 cakes this year~ xD

Cake one.

Cake two.

Story behind the two cakes :-
lols.
the first one was a sponge cake
which is coffee flavoured
(i hate coffee)
lols.
and later, my mum secretly went to buy another cake for me~
whee~
*kekeke*
this time..
it's chocolate ice cream cake~!! =P

And it's such a coincidence that the...
Maybank's Staff's Children Academic Excellence Award
fell on the same day, which is my birthday xP~

Here's some of my presents.. =P

My parents gave me Rm50
whereas..
my grandparents gave me Rm20
and the list continues from here~

birthday card from my brother, Eric and his girlfriend, Grace

a dolphin plushie from my brother, Eric

a clover necklace from my brother's girlfriend, Grace

birthday muffin cake~ lol

Yuki plushie from Fruits Basket
Given by : Yue Shern, Regina, Tiffany, Charisma, Wei Shian
Heart-shaped necklace
Given by : Audrey~

Frog bank
Given by : Caryn and Lyn Si

Body Glove t-shirt
Given by : Janice and Evon